I walk to work everyday. I am so spoiled! I walk through a fairly lively, colorful neighborhood filled with so many people from a variety of places. One of my neighbors is from Italy. I know there are dozens of other countries/ethnic backgrounds being represented here.
Every morning I walk to work and pass several people in clusters. Mostly are children on their way to school. There are schools in the neighborhood as well. And I pass daily a mother and her child. They look to be very friendly, indeed they are, and cheerful, as exhibited by the smiles and joyful greetings when we pass. With the exception of the summer interim, we see each other every day of the work/school week. All it is a greeting of hellos, how are you, have a good day sort of pleasantries as we keep walking by. Of course there are waves of hands and big smiles that accompany the vocal greetings.
School has started up again and happily I have seen the children back to walking the streets on their way to and from school. And among those I pass, this mother and child. However, there has been a change! Just a few days ago, the little girl stops me to ask my name. We introduce to each other. And small chit chat is exchanged between all of us (mother, child, and I). The child's name is Maria and the mother's name is I believe Wilma. She has an accent so it was hard to pick up all the vowels and sounds. Maria looks to be so happy, especially when we are passing and exchanging greetings.
Now this morning, I saw Maria and Wilma coming down the street. Already, I had a big smile on my face and could feel the happy energy from them. As I was passing this time, Maria was on the phone. She had smiled and said hello but was obviously engrossed in a conversation. Wilma explained to me that Maria was on the phone with her grandmother talking all about me. Me! What?? Have our exchanges although seems minor because of our smiles and greetings every day, can really have an impact? And so I have yet learned another lesson.
Even though Maria and Wilma continued on their way to school passing by, I had stopped and stood there watching them depart from me. I was awashed with love. Yes, love. I felt so loved right there in that moment and it continued to be felt throughout the day. If it was not for the love, I think I would have cried. Here is a little girl who looks forward to her walks to school with her mother because she passes by this girl (still view myself as a girl) that gives her great pleasure to see. So much pleasure, she goes calls her Grandmother and tells all about me. It seems like a small inconsenquence but to Maria, I might as well be her dear friend. And yet, each day I look forward to my walk to work because I pass by this girl (probably about 7 years of age) and mother who are so jovial and pleasant. To see them gives me a happy glow in my heart. Goes to show that the small things in life, even just a simple gesture of a smile, greeting can go a far way into the hearts of many. I love you Maria.
(Postscript: I know the picture does not seem to go with the story, but I chose it in picturing the beautiful birds of paradise like people. And since the story involves three individuals... so hence the underlying symbolism. *smile* ).
13 September 2007
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Ah sweet love.
This has been the question of the hour, the day, the week, the month.
What is love?
Can you define it?
Sure, this story has got me feeling it, but how would I actually define this feeling?
I have neighbors here at my apartments like the ones you describe. You know, Roxi and myself are refugees in this complex. We are like Anne Franks hiding out, hoping they don't discover us. Roxi's breed is not allowed here, and it would cost us $500 to let her live with us. I have bad credit, so if they knew about me, we'd never get in this place.
I wondered if I would ever get to enjoy the outdoors the way I like to. Roxi likes to lay in the grass and bask in the sun, without a leash of course. She is a good girl and only flirts with danger, never really joins the dark side, so she would never accost anyone or run away.
For awhile, Roxi was depressed, walks only with leashes, no freedom to bask in the sunshine. But, the neighbors have started to embrace us. At first their children hid behind their parents and squealed in fear of her. Now, Roxi roams free without a leash, and the children run to see her.
In the mornings, she and I sit outside before the sun rises above the trees, enjoying the cool shade. If I decide to go in before Roxi is ready, she stays outside and basks in the sun- all by herself, without a leash:)
I am so happy for us that we get to enjoy our freedom and space with neighbors that are happy to see us doing so.
Ha ha! Yes, love. A word that has been defined by many and many who are in continued search of it.
What is love? Can I define it? No, I cannot. Because basically it "love" is more than just the word, more than just the feeling. I cannot describe it words, impossible for me. Words are to limited, too constricted. And again, love is so vast, it is larger than this reality of life; however, I believe we are capable of attesting to its powers.
I knew when I wrote a Love Story, it would set off different perspectives of "love" itself. What I felt was a small portion of what love is capable of being. Even though small in some sense, so full.
I did not know about Roxi's situation with the apartment. How scary it may seem at times, whether you will be discovered. I would love a dog and have passed many humane societies displaying cats and dogs. All I want to do is gather them together and bring them home with me. But I do not. Not just because there are four cats in the house but after living on a farm and then moving to city, the idea of an animal not being able to move freely around without a leash and a rather constricted environment, hard for me to put them through it. Even though it is done with thousands. My cousin's dog was in the same situation in San Francisco and when Tony the dog moved to live with my aunt and uncle in Washington, he is much freer and happy now.
I am in sort of a dilemma tonight. Not really but am making it to be. Thinking about the moving scenerio. My landlord says I do not have to worry about finding a new place at the earliest of November. Then I can start looking. Also says that there is the 60-90 day eschrow? thing for the house to be transfered so as he put it when that occurs then I can start looking. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.............
Not sure about this. Actually will talk more with him. There are people interested in the house but the minute they hear the price, say no way. I think it is rather high myself but that's a different story.
So what to do? Of course I know what to do..... In fact I have a place or setting in particular that I would rather move to. El Segundo. (just three miles due east on the ocean from my house). The town is surrounded by refineries, treatment plants and the airport to the North. One may say why there???? It is on the ocean after you pass the treatment centers. But there is more to it. What a community!! There is nothing like it in all of LA. But more the atmosphere. I notice I am a different soul there. There is something about the energies of that area. Truly. So very strong. So I need to live there. I feel it, calling me. And within the past week something is urging me. So I have been looking on Craigslist for rent openings. A little pricey because of its location. But my parents say if it is unleashing the creative energies, the higher price is worth it in that respect.
So what is the dilemma? Well the timing I guess. I know I should strike when the iron is hot if I see a place. That is probably what I will try to do; however, I know my landlord may try to convince me otherwise. (losing profit if I go). But if I wait, I may miss out on the opportunity.
I will be in the El Segundo area during the weekend and will no doubt feel its energy and vibes.
Hmmm. El Segundo, huh?
The second.
Is that in reference to a measure of time or number?
I like what your Mom says about unleashing the creativity.
Funny thing, now that Swede and I live in an apartment, I have more creative energy than I ever had on Maple Street. It's an odd thing. I miss Maple, but I wouldn't trade where I am at in this new space for the world.
And, Roxi has a trade-off, too. Now she has Kaiser, a dog friend who comes to stay with us often.
You are doing the right thing by keeping your eyes open for a place. Your room-mate will get along fine without you. And things will line up for him as he decides. The one thing you could do is let him know that you want to move to El Segundo and are starting to look now- just to make sure a good opportunity doesn't pass you up. When an opportunity then does pop up, he can be a part of the process and lower his price accordingly so that he can sell:) Ha ha!
Love you:)))))
Hi Ing!
Posting gremlins have ambushed me I think. So the many faces of love, like the stars, and rarely extinguished ... you have the intuitive receptors to understand these things more than most ... the many facets. But also I see the flower imagery totally appropriate because it's one of a budding friendship, and one you definitely have to nourish, because this serendipity is not something to let slip thtough your fingers. An invitation over for tea or juice or something LA would be a very good thing to do ... soon!
Love you
W 2oo
Rachel,
I do not understand what the second question relates to.
Yes, El Segundo. It's like a small town admist a big city. Sometimes I almost feel like I am not in LA. I need to document it, which I am shoked I have not due to all the outings I have with that community.
Good suggestion regarding the house/landlord situation. I did tell him. He still says that I can hold on from looking for a place. And this time said that he will ask the new "owner" when one does eventually show up if they will accept us as tenants (my two other lady roommates). I much rather find a new place and perhaps with roommates easier to get along with personality wise. The one thing I hate about this arrangement is the 30 day notice deal. When I do find a place I have to give a 30 day notice. It is understandable but I noticed when browsing craigslist they are looking for people under 30 day notice; ie move in ASAP or beginning of new month. And I do not want to be in the situation when the new owner says get out and then scrambling for a place. But I will continue with plan. Be on the lookout for new place that best suits me and keep Brian informed at all times of the progress. Ideally I hope to find place and move in for November (before holiday season starts).
Wayfarer 2oo,
When I first read your comments (just had gotten up), I did not know who it was. Who is this Wayfarer 200? Someone just randomly came on or what. You had me for about 1 seconds nay, I give you 3 seconds. But then read it more carefully that is who calls me "Ing?" Who would say "love you?" So that narrowed the process down and then read the comment carefully in the context of who writes/thinks like this? So of course, you Dad. :D
So you have become a Wayfarer too now, huh? Not surprised probably runs in the family. What's the 2oo stand for?
Yes, good idea about invitation. I actually do not see them every morning so makes the meeting all the more precious.
Love you.
I'll bet the 2oo is too in artistic form:)
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